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Self​-​Titled

by BADNEW

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1.
Spent on the same gold token That slipped you away Would you kindly hypnotize me to The glazed eye game Pissed away at the golden hour Bragging on each frame Poked, prodded by a lobby of toddlers And killed you, what a shame Tripping through the long grass for something wild Streets thickened with their grinning abuses In the cities they filed Cracked open the chest you buried last year Mostly torn up parchment and some bad beer Lockpicks and note saying, “don’t clear The same old levels again.” Flash, fly, and cut over Kanto Buzzing room, slick controller, and the soft glow Of a TV screen where every scene shows All the guides you’d ignore One quarter won't save you Your next life, your next game One quarter won't save you Your next life, your next name
2.
Autopsia 03:47
She enters the room with the whisper of linen Clinking onto a glass just to see who’d be listening Charge them their ears to hear their favorite psalms Or for a gracious donation, stroke the lines of their palms Watch them waste and fade as their hands run smooth And through their withering frames, she turns to smile at you You watch her eyes dilate impossibly Displaying scenes you don’t expect to see: Your older brother doubled over laughing on your deck Birthday candy in his mouth shaped to look like shit You catch the camera lens as your gut voids every speck And your father’s toothy grin as he records it In dim lit warmth, you watch the shadows sigh across the floor Another’s steady breath pressed to your side She cracks an eye to ask what that stupid smile’s for As your finger drapes loosely down her spine Some joke spoils as a friend becomes a clumsy loss And the knowing, all at once, just shook you through Your mother squeezes out between her silent sobs “The friends that matter most show in unintended proof”
3.
Lily's Song 04:18
Hey little Lily, let’s break the scene Burn through Appalachia down to New Orleans Cast away two souls just to watch them float Just slipping down those dancehall streets To the music of feet on concrete Right to the fall of that languid, final note And we’ll fall blackout to the bathroom floor She’ll cry and I’ll try to unfuck the world For her if only I can find the words Tongue-tied on cold wet tiled floor Curled up kid barring the door In boxers with red-breasted cartoon birds [Chorus] But then she’d make me feel alright About just feeling not alright I’d be imperfect and okay For the first time in my life And she’d pick me from the ground With an effort and a sound Wrapped around my back I’d feel her breath Billowing me out And I’d feel okay Yeah, I’d be okay I’d even smile the next day Hey little Lily, draped across my chest My pickup pace to her shallow breath Got my throat caught up when she asked ‘Hey, should I leave?’ I just laughed and her shoulders hugged her neck Saw the photograph of what her eyes reflect More naked then than my body’d ever be She props herself on the centerfold Of a mind carelessly bought and sold To and from loose loves desperate to stick But this ain’t the same shit dipped in gold It’s plain black ink eloquent and bold I etch her smile center to my loose leaf triptych This is the akimbo panels’ song As they were written all along To unfold and see each other Across a pain it might prolong Lacquered up in dull disdain Would be worth it anyway Just to know I could unfold myself Just wide enough to say Something honest, like Something real, I Wouldn’t have to watch her wilt under the stars Every night when some heaving panic comes But I love the way she talks about our scars And how we’re greater than their sums Yeah, like the way she wilts under the stars When cast down eyes still brighten every corner Cause God, I need the way she talks about our scars And tells me how we’re greater than their sums And that we’d feel okay Yeah we’d be okay We’d even smile the next day
4.
Contact 05:58
We screamed until our windows broke dawn Then curled our lips to the looks of lovers yearning Setting fires off on our front lawns Just to say we fanned the flames of something burning We’d spend our mornings in blissful deceit Update calendars beneath our dangled faces And check each other off with anxious receipt Of goodnight texts before our lonely days end Moistened our tongues to make some joyful noise To see the faces we’d waited so long to see Hoping to catch a single drip of your voice As our words became so few and far between Chased out every crease in your dress with grease Slicked off my hands To call it clean Read the failure in my face when my words spoke gently In silent dins Those flighty things We’d watch the ash blow from the lawns that’d already spoiled And tossed new seeds The songbird sings
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6.
Noble 04:53
Of course I love you, So let’s have a kid, Who will say exactly What its parents did: “Of course I love you, So let’s have a kid, Who will say exactly What its parents did” Et Cetera You’re the backwashed head on the flagellum that propelled you here, In a progenitor vessel carried to a heart wreathed in fear, Stuck into that loathsome, lone machine; you’re not built to last, Obsolete in your little eternity, permanent past Signed, Noble You’ll find Love where you can

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released March 14, 2019

Taylor Jobin: Guitar, Vocals
Quinn Karpiak: Bass, Vocals
Brad Sorman: Guitar
Jason Wesolowski: Drums

Recorded: Philadelphia, PA
Recording: Brad Sorman & Brendan Monahan
Mixing: Brad Sorman
Mastering: Ryan Schwabe

Special thanks to Patrick Loundas, Kosta Johnson, Brendan Monahan & Richard Straub for the equipment, expertise, and care to make this EP what it is.

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BADNEW Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

The great and ineffable fraudster , Waluigi, built the mountain on which we endlessly ascend. Should we ever reach its peak, we will look down upon a world of creation far greater than even the infinite height of its summit. These songs we proffer in reverence to Him and His creation. Sing them on whatever road you take, and may it be ever upward. ... more

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